The Face of Love….Happy 1st Birthday!

From the first time I held you and heard your first cry, finally love had a face and was you were all mine.  A year full of firsts and special moments to share; first laughs, first giggles, first teeth, first smile, every second was worth all the while. Today kiddo, is your very First Birthday…

My first year with my son…

This year has been by far the most precious year of my life. I would trade all my years to  only live this very year, to relive each moment I have shared with my son. My first year with my son…. my son that is my making, my being, my flesh, my soul and that…

Your very first steps…straight into my heart

Arjun took his first little steps on the 10th of Dec. 11 months old and a great milestone! Watching him take those tiny little steps, was an incredible emotional experience for me. I felt proud, humbled and empowered but most of all I felt deep bond and connection with my son. When I least expected…

It’s only food, why all the fuss?

It has been about 4-5 months since I started feeding my little one solid foods. I have to say as much as it is such an obvious process in life, for animals, for humans, it has been one of the most formidable mind-boggling phases that has left me feeling overwhelmingly apprehensive. Albeit imaginary, I am…

10 months old, Arjun’s first winter approaches Brrr..

All the little things you do warm up my winter. Dear Arjun, My adventurous little curious Columbus.  It is your first winter. Together we will share the enchantments that it brings. Together we will continue to explore your new world. As the frostiness approaches we will hunt for the northern lights, we will feel winter’s…

Live, laugh, laundry…

I love to bits what’s in my laundry basket …. but all of a sudden why does it feel like all I do is laundry? Not to mention the weaning process has definitely had me saying a prayer … Lord grant me the serenity the accept the stains I cannot clean. The courage to bleach the…

Arjun’s First Halloween…

My dear little boy because you don’t quite understand what halloween is at this tender age I have decided not to dress you up for my own amusement or the amusement of others. When you will be of that age to decide you want to look like  a scary troll , we will enjoy that…

Haunted by motherhood…

My little man is asleep. The silence is calm yet deafening as my mind accelerates through a million thoughts. Possibly voices in my head? insanity kicking in? I keep looking at my baby monitor, at the clock, at the phone, at the crib, frantically thinking to myself, yes I am haunted by motherhood. “What ……